• The life of a Pro-Life Activist. •

I know that this diary isn't supposed to give any glory to satan or to give him any joy at all, but guess what? This is my spiritual diary and I write in it what flows out of my spirit, and right now I'm as mad as hell. I'm mad as the pits of hell. So consider this a letter to him.

I'm finished with it. I'm through. That was over a long time ago and it is NOT coming back. Do you hear me, I said it is NOT COMING BACK! You think you can do this to me? You think that you can do this to my family?! Well guess what I know your sick game and you are not going to start trying to cause division. You will not prevail. No weapon formed against me and mine shall prosper! NOTHING!

We are more than conquerors through Him that loved us. We are more than conquerors through Him that STILL loves us just the same, if not even more than yesterday. And I am not backing down.

I hate snakes, I hate them, and I have no problem putting one in its place. I warned you before not to mess with me, it seems that your still a little off from then, so let me refresh your memory. Do not mess with me. I'm a child of God; an aire to His kingdom, and just the right person to stomp on your head. Don't even lash back by trying to strike my heel in the process, because you won't. Learn your place, Lucifier, go back to hell!

If there was one thing I learned when I was living in the world for you is that I have to be strong, speak out, put people in their place, and come out victorious. That's even stronger for God. I am not back down, and I am not giving up. You've taken too much from my family as it is and I'm stealing it back. You know I am, and you can't stand it. Get used to it, because as long as I'm around you'll be putting up with it and losing this fight to the kingdom of heaven.

The gates of hell will not prevail, and I bind all of your dark cluthces from trying to take a hold of my family. You will not get past.

Stop messing with my family. I'm taking back what you stole from me, because now I'm living in victory and you don't scare me. God is for me so I'm not afraid. My escape is already made. His life was the price He paid and now you're under my feet. Get out of my house. Get away from my family. Get away from everything that is ours. Get away from our friends. Go back to hell! I'm through with the negotiations; there's no more of that. It's over with. You're through, I bind you in the name of Jesus. I plead the blood of Jesus all over these situations that have come up. YOU WON'T WIN!

Our feet are planted on higher ground, and we've soared away from our bondages before, never to come back. We're not coming back. God has ordered our steps through this and you've lost because we come out victoriously every time.

I bind that spirit of drugs that you're trying to get my sister back into. It's not happening. I plead the blood of Jesus over it. It's gone. I plead the blood of Jesus over this family. I plead the blood of Jesus over our friends. I plead it over everything in and out of our lives. YOU WILL NOT WIN. You will NOT get the victory in this. I'm the wrong person to mess with and when you mess with others, you mess with me.

Last time I was weak, but I'm not anymore. I'm strong. I found my salvation, and I know the truth. Face it, you're a dead man walking.

I'm through playing games. No more ring-around-the-crusaders, your time is up.
I bind every spirit that you are trying to come against us with. I plead the blood of Jesus over it. I bind everything that is trying to come against our pastor's as well. You will not get anywhere. NOTHING will come.

You're through, deal.

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"I am not going to apologize for speaking of the name of Jesus. If my friends have to become my enemies for me to be with my best friend, Jesus, then that's fine with me." - Rachel Joy Scott

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