• The life of a Pro-Life Activist. •

I've slacked off, majorly. I feel like I'm going back to my old ways or something, without actually doing them. I feel so far from God that it doesn't even seem real. I find myself practically begging for forgiveness of sins that I'm not even sure I commited. Sound crazy? It's what I'm living.

It seems like I'm letting everything pass me by that I care about. Pro-Life, school prayer, my future, my place in the prescence of God, etc. And for what? Nothing I can remember. Nothing that means anything. Nothing that is worth it. Nothing but pure lazyness.

Everyone seems to have to argue with me about pro-life, trying to overpower it with pro-choice, but guess what? You're wrong. I won't apologize for my intelligence and awarity as to what it is, and that is murder. I don't kill children off in the name of convenience, and pretty soon the world won't be able to either. I won't give into your wordly ways, and I won't see things the way that you do. Why don't you all just give up now and save yourself the trouble of having to deal with one of the people with their mindset?

See, there are some people out there who know what is right, and won't stop until it has justice. I'm one of those people. I'm seriously thinking about trying to organize an anti-abortion protest like we used to do. I wonder how many people would show up. I wonder how many people will yell obsenities at us. I wonder how many people would realize the reality of Roe vs. Wade.

It isn't just about babies anymore. It's about the innocent of the world, perfect example is Terri Schiavo. One of the strongest women in the world was tortured and put to death, because her husband decided that it would be more convenient for her to live instead of die, so they starved her. Guess what? Terri wasn't as bad as they put out. Shall I make a few examples? I think I shall.

-They say she couldn't feel anything, yet she was on a morphine drip?
-They say she couldn't swallow, but she never drooled on herself, so obviously she could swallow her own saliva. Her feeding tube was only put in so the hospise and nurses wouldn't have to sit and feed her for hours on end.
-They say she was in a vegetative state, but she obviously knew what was going on around her. She cried when her family came to see her.

Terri Schiavo was a regular human being who needed some assistance to live, yet because of the acts of lazyness and pure hatred of another person her life was ended. They couldn't take responsibility because they don't have Christ-like love.

My question is what is going to happen to the rest of the disabled people in this world? It seems like people kill each other because someone isn't capeable of feeding themself, or can't move or act like a normal person. The only reason things like this are allowed to happen is because they are put in the label of "normal human nature".

Guess what? They're not normal.
Guess what? We're not normal.

God is the creator of Heaven and Earth. He made us in his image, according to his will and his ways, so that we may be like him. I don't think it's very God'like to murder innocent humans, and claim that it is better that way. If we're murdering people to make this world better then they would of gotten rid of 90% of humans ages ago.

I want to be normal and live the way that God intended, and if I go through this world standing for what I believe and not affecting one person for the better out of it; I'll have no regrets, because I will have stayed true to myself and what God wants me to be. But that's not going to happen, I will make a difference. I know that all of us together will make a change for the better.

[[Could you all please pray for my friend Albert? His girlfriend doesn't want him talking to me because she's jealous of me for some reason, so he isn't. God was letting me witness to him about Jesus a lot, and then the devil butted in and I'm not accepting it. Thank you.]]

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"I am not going to apologize for speaking of the name of Jesus. If my friends have to become my enemies for me to be with my best friend, Jesus, then that's fine with me." - Rachel Joy Scott

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