Beauty? Yeah, right.
04.01.2005 at 1:14 a.m.

So I'm happy and sad right now.

See, I have a livejournal and I joined a community for inner beauty. I know I'm beautiful physically as well as inside too, so I wasn't worried at all. However, they make you fill out this little application asking you what your beliefs are on certain topics. Apparently my beliefs we're too against theirs.

I was rejected because:

-I don't drink or smoke.

-I'm intelligent.

-I KNOW abortion is murder, and am an anti-abortion activist.

-I think George W. Bush is a fantabulous president.

-I won't have premarital sex.

-I KNOW that homosexual relationships are wrong, and I believe that their marriages should still illegal.

-I won't change my beliefs to fit worldly principals.

That made me realize how extra-ordinary I am. Why should I try to fit in when I'm obviously born to stand out? It's really sad that the youth of America are blinded like that though. How can they be so overtaken with lies and wordly things, that they can't see the truth in it all?

All in all, I'm glad I wasn't accepted. I found out before it was too late, and I don't ever want to be apart of anything that isn't of God. They claim to be a community to expose your inner beauty, but when the most beautiful thing in the world; the light of God; shines through you, they can't take it and see it as wrong.

To be so "innerly beautiful", they sure seem to have ugly insides. But God can change that, he will. I'm just glad that I got the chance to share my beliefs to a bunch of non-believers.

Thank you God, for the chance.

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"I am not going to apologize for speaking of the name of Jesus. If my friends have to become my enemies for me to be with my best friend, Jesus, then that's fine with me." - Rachel Joy Scott

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Me

Erika. 18. Female. Blonde. Hilary Duff/Brittany Murphy look-a-like. Christian. On fire for Jesus. Singer. Worshiper who dances. Short. Barlow Girl. Pro-Life Activist. Prayer Warrior. Christ Crusader. A bit of a perfectionist. Sometimes speaks in an English accent without realizing it. Not your average girl. Won't be labeled as average. Etc.

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God. Jesus. Church. Singing. Music. Dancing. Plumb.Jeremy Camp. 12 Stones. Kutless. Falling Up. Thousand Foot Krutch. FM Static. Company of a King. Starfield. Out of Eden. Newsboys. Rebecca St. James. Not By Sight. Lifehouse. Third Day. Casting Crowns. Avalon. Barlow Girl. Reliant K. Skillet. Hanson. Superchic[k]. Downhere. Forever Changed. The Julianna Theory. The Benjamin Gate. Seventh Day Slumber. Switchfoot. DC Talk. Watermark. Blindside. Hellogoodbye. Mae. Mourning September. Building 429. Disciple. Kids In The Way. Pillar. POD. Jason Upton. The Starting Line. Staple. Emery. Anberlin. Showbread. Krystal Meyers. Rachel Lampa. Ginny Owens. Sonicflood. Sarah Sadler. Karen Wheaton. ZOEGirl. Etc.

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Organized religion. Judgemental people. Unneccessary drama and immaturity. Cursing. Immorality. A lot of rap. Etc.